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It was hard to write this in detail because the voices were seeming to choose how I felt about each individual word...

Sunday April 18th 2009

Heaven?

keep your soul in America

Big ego = Not love

Losing Memories fast when forced to hate

Seems as if I harbor the hate because I reveal and create the opposite of what they want me to say

They know what I'm typing because I say they do - But they don't care because they want me to think of the opposite of love

which I cannot think because then I would have bad emotion leading to an ego and corruption of essence.

Most thoughts from myself are changed by them into the opposite of love

I think the word bottle and they send "Hate" because they don't want honesty?

Interperatation of thought influenced by community or people around.

Possibly society created my reality by labelism. Refusal to "hate" --- just looking at the word, they they send something

which make me feel as if it was true as apposed to just looking at the word.

the word Come "triggers " -- they said "hayte when i was about to type that after "triggers"

Cirtain frequency seem (Third eye)

Possibly unable to speak without hat e (timing was perfect on that one, they almost got it hahahahahhaha "your gay" from a

gay possibly being manipulated, then "hate" from a woman at the same time as a choice)

Community acts like they're impressed when I impress myself shortly after sending "Hate", as if building eco so I can accept

the "hate"

Excitment when they think I'm about to drop the Hate

Telivision frequency possibly an influence on thought creation

Fufilment feeling

One central thought, controlling the thought pool

A reflection of yourself in others on a level we feel but don't realize

Unable to say anything else besides your gay and hate

People (woman?) picking up on things and picking how you feel accordingly

gay (Love) - or Hate
Tiburon, CA

Bottom Level

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10 Days - different abstract thoughts became reality - Buildings matched tone (Frequency of thought? Time) - Entire valley

had attention on me. Everyone trying to get me to "Hate".

Forced to hate by people, Subconcious? Emotion? (Possibly just the communities style of thinking (But are they aware of it on

a concious level))

People seem to not care what my thought was if I think "Hate", Brain picked by the collection of about 3000? 800? 3? 1?

People, a random insecure thought

"Hate" seems to be a trigger to forgetting a cirtain thought, one in which is picked by the collection

Women? Possibly manipulating men into "hating" them and loving materialistic thoughts instead of living creatures including

men. Woman possibly creating body language of men or picking what they look at for example.

Subconcious manipulation, bottom level is binary, choosing between two opposite thoughts, could be greatest insecurity VS

"Hate"

In my room, can hear voices

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