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Hey ryan,
Sometimes I feel the same way you do. Buy remember, God only wants the best for you and ofcourse he wants us to live an un-perverse life full of good and positive things, But what I also believe is that sometimes in our attempts to psychologically feel like we are physically pure of sin, It is very easy to get confused, depressed, or anything negative really. As christians who are truly concerned with wanting to be the best we possibly can, this is a huge factor. We are taught that God "knows everything", even your thoughts, and not only that, but we also know now a days that people can read body language and all that stuff so literally, sometimes you feel stressed, inside and out phsycially and phsychologically.
Well, trying to make these two spheres of a human existance blend and function in perfect harmony, in my experience, is done best absent mindedly. And thats where one can feel true happiness, is through that whole "ignorance is bliss" appraoch to every day life. However, I consider myself to be a highly aware and conciously spiritual right brained person. This is not easy in every day life. But I accept it as a GIFT, and a CHALLENGE from God. We may all even be exposed to the same stuff that some of us this is wierd, I don't know. But anywho. I thought I'd try to shed some light on your problem. I hope I made things better for you and not worse.
John.